Thursday, 18 October 2012

突发的不愉快结局

夜深了,深得快要早晨了...
现在的我,因为一杯半的红酒头痛得要命却无法入眠...
室友们一个个醉倒在床上了... 保佑他们一觉醒来不会头痛吧~

现在的我也莫名的感到不开心...
很久了,真的很久没看过你那么痛苦...
你痛苦时我知道其实我真的什么都做不了,但是我还是希望我可以帮上你...
那时候的眼泪是无助且害怕的眼泪...
我怕你出事,你懂吗,你是我最可以依靠的要好朋友...好得像家人那样!
还好你有一个可以让你放松自己的对象...
不然我今晚一定带着担心的心情,不可能睡着...

祈求上天不要这样来折磨你...
祈求上天赐你一个机会让身体健康起来...
阿弥托佛...

这一切都是酒精惹的祸...
朋友们,适可而止就好,知道自己会醉倒就避免喝那么多...
因为你们醉了才会这样我可以体谅但是今晚这种状况的确有点点不愉快...

T^T


Tuesday, 2 October 2012

02 / 10 / 2012

I'm here again to say hello to my followers who is viewing my blog '‿'
It's around one and half month I do not update my blog. Hmm...

Firstly, I'm currently taking a part time job at Gurney Plaza since I have quite a lot of time for now.
Well, I don't know whether is this a correct decision.
Most of my friend around me told me that I shouldn't work for so many days, and some of them said this is not a suitable time for me to work as it might influence my study mood or maybe result.
Hmm... but I feel that I still able to handle my stuff for NOW.
I don't think I will continue to work in the future (a two or three month's future XD).

Secondly, I have been stay in hostel for weeks and didn't go back home before the mid-autumn festival. :(
Kinda worry about my daddy, sister and brother.
After went back home two days, I found that my worry is not unnecessary.
My sister is in a relationship with a guy who is not really a good guy for me while my brother attitude is getting worst.
I have no idea with all this stuff and yet I'm not going to border about this! HNG!
On the day I went back home, my dad was felt down from a tree. :(
But he just seem nothing, still going out to bus station to fetch me back home.
I have a superman daddy, I guess.
By the way, I still worrying him.... Haiz...

Thirdly, I found my temper is getting worst too.
Felt annoying easily, get angry easily too. And the main thing is I get angry for nothing~
Hmm... I have changed or the people around me let be be like this?
However, I hope that I won't be like this in my future life. x.x

Good Night!!!